Allz well tat ends in a well.....

Gave her 3 good choices....

She took one...

Good for her...

Thats it...

Thought i'll put our recent chat history here...

First i have to edit out her name... Latter ...

Hmmm...

Wud have loved to hav all her sms's here..
Too bad i dont remember most of 'em.

Maybe i shud write down the ones i remember..

But then again, u know me... I'm such a lazy ass...

SMS

But that day you asked me to read your blog.
Hmmm okie if you don want to give daz okie.
N if at any point of time you would like me to read that, i will..
Thats it all the best.

Why ???

Why do i love her ?
Wat makes her special ?

I've been involved with other gals before..
Jus harmless one-way crushes, still this time wat has changed ?

She cares for me despite knowing the true me..
I cud tell her anything about me..

Though it does hurt me when sometimes i feel she is not doing the same with me...

Once she said it was because i was a dirty boy and loved talking trash...
That was not all... I told her all that about me which i culdnt tell any one else...

Still....

Last nail in my coffin.. by myself...

Guess tats best for her..
She is better off with out me.

There it goes again.....

She called again....
Then i hung-up..then she hung-up...

Well ... our relationship couldnt be more complicated....

Prem and i studied a bit in the afternoon...
Now hez out for tea-break...

The last exams of my college life..
Cant wait to get the hell out of here...

When most others feel like crying at this time of seperation, i feel ecstatic...

A brief prologue...

Alright then....

How was my day today ??

i'll come back to that a little latter..
But first a quick account of what happed yesterday...

I love her more than anything else in in my world..
She brought a new light to my life..
Flamed a new desire to live.. to start over.. to have a fresh begining...

But time and again life proved that nothing can be alright and that GOD screws everything good in our lives...
Yet another break-up..
But this time, i think is different...

Usually she comes back to me in a couple of days time.. but now....
She'll still try to bring her parents our way...So she says...

Hope it works...

But last night was the most memorable night ever for me...
I felt as close to her as never before...
We were not two but one...

Still i think for all this to work out i need to change my cell connection....

What was this blog all about......

Well.. this was supposed to be a blog for showcasing the tools and softwares that i developed, and about all the fun stuffs happening in my life, but hey...
I've got better things to do now...

I'm someone who broods all the time for little or no reasons..
An ideal match for the state of mind depicted by Black Sabbath in the song Paranoid...

Now this blog is gonna be an online diary for all of my twisted and perverted thoughts...
I didnt send this link to anyone so if u dont like what u c here, quit complaining and get the hell out of here...